just know wherever you are, honey, i pray for you.

So what's going on in my life? Well not really anything. Actually kind of some things but nothing really. If I cared about NBA I might have a life right now because supposedly that is still going on. All I do is lay out by my pool, which works well with getting my fake tan on and it's nice and relaxing except when it's hot as 400 hell. I work, occasionally. They like to give me like 10 hours a week. I mean I'm not real mad about it but it might be nice to make some good money every now and again.
Corny and I took a trip to the Boro to visit with Beks. It was great. We finally got our moves down for our next music video. Coming out by the end of Summer 10. Be prepared bitches. Got to do some catching up and hanging out with her and like 5 minutes with TayTay but we ain't mad about it. We also got to be on the beach for like 4 hours and I realized how much I love Tybee. Like I'm pretty sure it's my second favorite beach falling slightly behind Panama. But with this damn oil spill it's currently my favorite. We had some yummy Olive Garden and gossiped about everything and I realized how much I've missed Bekah. I mean we used to spend everyday together and now it's like oh well where's Bekah? Oh school, Tex ass, and NYC. Lucky bitch, except the school part. I forgive you for that one Beks. She wrote me a note, that was lovely and sweet. I also have been realizing lately how much I miss Bailey. Yeah you Bailey, the one who has a boyfriend and we will never see. I mean I haven't even known her for a year and I feel like I've known her for a long ass time. But I guess that's how it goes. Haven't seen her in almost 6 months. What a bitch that is.
Anyways, so my mom had surgery a little over a month ago and she seems to be doing better. My grandmother had surgery a couple weeks ago and I really just don't know what to think. She had a trach put in and I just feel so bad for her. My sweet, funny, and precious grandmother who loves to talk has a hard time doing it with that damn thing in it. I spent some time with her today and I realized I think she's ready to go. She just seems so give out all the time and she's had an amazing ride. I think she actually told my mom this and it's just hard on her too. So I've been trying to be an amazing daughter and like clean the house and stuff for her and it she really likes when I do that so that makes me feel better. My grandmother is such an amazing person and so is my mom. Two of the best women in the world right there. Promise you.
I love the Summer. Here's my reasons why:
1. I get to read about a millun books. Like I've read so many already this Summer and I still have like 2 months to go. I can make some recommendations if anyone would like some.
2. I get to lay out by my pool. Mmmmmm.
3. I get to spend all my time with my friends. Which is like the best thing ever.
4. I work like 10 hours a week.
5. No school=no homework & no tests.
6. I get to wear shorts.

I've just read Andrea's blog and it reminded me of how I've noticed that I've been dreaming a lot lately. Which is really weird for me because I used to dream like once every now and again but now it's like 3 or 4 times a week. Most of the time they are good but sometimes I dream bad things and I'm not sure what to think about all this mess.

Eclipse comes out in a little over a week and I'm pretty stoked about it. Since it's my favorite book I think I may die a little when I see it. We will see. Btdubya, if you don't have the Eclipse Soundtrack you should probably get it. It's amazing. Ours-The Bravery. Excellent song.

That's it for right meow. Toots.

hello mother fucker, hey hi how ya durinnnn?

**Blog quotes inspired by Sex & The City.

So basically I figured I needed to write a blog seeing as though all of my fellow bloggers have written like 100 million since my last one. I'm not going to recount every single freaking detail since my last blog but here's a summary of the life of Callie:
Taylor Swift & Carrie Underwood in the same weekend was just abouts amazing. Finals sucked but I did alright on them. It's been like 3 weeks since school let out and so far this summer has been pretty fucking excellent. I've already been to the beach, where my girl CJ "almost died" from stingrays. That was just about the funniest shit in the world. I've been to the lake and I've been spending time with my amazing friends (did I mention they were AMAZING?).
Since I've seen the new Sex and the City 2 movie I started to watch the first season of the series. This quote was heard from the one and only Courtney Medders and it sums up what I'm about to talk about. "You can tell a lot about a person by their friends." -Miranda
I think that quote is as true as can be. It doesn't necessarily mean it's a bad thing but sometimes it can. I mean really and truly if you look at me and then check out my friends I'd say you can tell I'm a pretty fucking sweet ass person. People may disagree but screw them and their lame ass friends. I mean seriously, I've got some pretty amazing people that define my life. In my eye, it's not even weird that I'm content with just being with my friends. I don't need a man in my life to be happy. Having one would be great yes, but if I don't have one it's not the end of the world. My friends are the ones who have always been there to comfort me and make my day better. They always know what to say or do. Like when I've got a problem and I tell Bekah, she looks up the problem and we try to figure out what's up or what's wrong. Or when I tell CJ something and she cracks out some weird ass joke (in our weird language might I add) it just makes me feel better. Or when I let Anna-Marie know something and she can always tell me an instance in her life when that happened and then I feel better because normally what has happened to me isn't as either A) bad as hers or B) embarrassing as hers (no offense AMH, lmao). When I'm letting CMeddd know what's up she's like I feel yo pain girl and cracks out something worse that could happen. And lil Jameson just hugs me and talks in her high pitched voice and is like "CMarie, I love you" that can always make my day. Really, I have no idea where I would be or what type of person I would be without these girls. I really do believe in what they say in SATC "Maybe our girlfriends are our soulmates and guys are just people to have fun with.” I think guys are just there as your companion, yeah they are your soulmate on some level, but I really think that it’s your friends that are your soulmates. I mean they are the ones who are there through heartbreaks, family problems, going out and having a good time, and even the little things. They are the ones who have gone through hell and back for you. THEY are your soulmates. THEY deserve that title.

“I don't believe in the Republican party or the Democratic party. I just believe in parties.” –Samantha
I just absolutely love this quote, mainly because as we all know this girl doesn’t really care about politics. I’m gonna be the person that votes for whoever I believe is the best. I’m not really affiliated with either party and honestly I would rather not think about it. Now what I love to think about is parties. That may make me seem dense or not worthy of anything but I don’t give a shit what anyone thinks of the way I live my life. Hell yes I love to party. Hell yes I love to drink and have a good time. Anyone who has a problem with other people having a good time needs to get a fucking life and try getting out in the world every once in a while.

“I'm thinking balls are to men what purses are to women. It's just a little bag, but we feel naked in public without it.” -Carrie

This quote is inspired by all the dickheads in the world. Sometimes I really hate men. Treating your girlfriend like shit is just uncalled for and also cheating on them is just really shitty. Yeah okay people make mistakes but you just don’t intentionally cheat on someone. Yes men, you have balls and you love them, we fucking get it but we have boobs but that doesn’t mean we use them the way you assholes do. I’m not talking about all the men out there in the world. There are truly some wonderful guys in this world (like my Colton) but you men who like to use your dick as a “weapon” you are sick and seriously need to learn from the real men how to treat a lady. You men carry yourselves like you are ready to screw a chick 24/9. Not all women/girls like to be treated like a tissue (use it and dispose) all the time. And as for the cheating, well I’d like for you sons of bitches to have it done to you. It’s no fun. Not that it’s ever happened to me but it’s happened to people close to me and I would just like to say to you cheaters “screw you and your balls.”

Well enough about soulmates and bitching about dudes. That's all for now.
One more for the road?

"I will never be the woman with the perfect hair, who can wear white and not spill on it"
Damn, that's so true.

"be a best friend, tell the truth, and overuse i love you...

...go to work, do your best, don't outsmart your common sense. never let your praying knees get lazy, and love like crazyyyy."
-Love Like Crazy, Lee Brice

So here’s a run-down of what’s been happening to me and in my life for a while now…

Spring Break was just bitchin this year. The beach was just the best thing that’s happened to me this year. I also got to be at home for a week so that was great. I was checking out the pictures from that trip last night and I about peed my paunts because I was laughing so hard, they are so damn funny. Then I went to the beach again just last weekend and got to see that house in The Last Song and all that jazz. Oh yeah, and I got to spend quality time with the Andrews family and eat delicious seafood.

My favorite books movie came out lately, The Last Song. All things aside, that book really is amazing. No, I don’t love the book just because Miley Cyrus plays the girl in it. I love pretty much anything Nicholas Sparks writes. The book is definitely one of my favorites. I think it is just very well written and you know me, all about the romance and shiz. The father/daughter relationship in the book is so great that at the end you will cry a mother freaking river, like seriously. The movie was actually really good too. Miley and her boo actually were normal actors in it. They did really good for “breakout roles” and so did the cute little boy and Greg Kinnear. I know people think I worship the ground Miley walks on, I really don’t. I just don’t hate her like most people do. Yes, I think she is really bitchy and I don’t agree with some of the choices she makes as a teenager but I still like her because I have always been a fan of Hannah Montana and her music. No one can tell me that they don’t like to rock out to “Party in the USA” every now and then. When it came out that’s all anyone did. Honestly, she wouldn’t be where she is today without Disney or her dad but I think that she is still successful AND her boyfriend is super hot, who doesn’t love them an “Awesome Aussie” nom nom.

I’m failing astronomy and am not doing so hot in my other classes. I’m really afraid that I may lose HOPE so TG thank god I’m attending G-ville next semester. It’s really sad when you stay up all damn night studying and you still fail the damned test. But whatever, I’m not going to stress so much. It’s my own damn fault. I farted around with my first tests in all my classes so that took a big toll on my grade.

On to another note of school, I changed my major to Communications. I plan on doing the whole Speech Communications thing or something along those lines because God knows I probably couldn’t get into Grady. We will try though. Anyways, I’m thinking that I’m going to have some fabulous career or something. I hope it all works out. Oh, and I’ve decided that I should minor in some kind of environmental studies so I can promote “going green” while doing all of my awesome publicist jobs.

My goal is to make it through these next 3 weeks without ripping someone’s head off. I’m almost positive that the week of finals will be the worst week of my life. No really. I have never had to take 4 tests in one week and I have no idea how to even begin to prep for them all at once. I guess I will have to start soon. Unfortunately.

On a better note, I get to see Taylor Swift in concert in like less than 2 weeks and I think that will be the best day ever. Seriously, I don’t give a shit what you assholes have to say about Taylor Swift. She’s amazing because she writes her own songs that are legit and real. I don’t care what anyone says, there isn’t a Taylor Swift song that doesn’t apply to their life someway or another. Girls, that is, even guys sometimes. Also, let’s be serious, she may not be able to sing live, but who can these days? If people could actually sing in this world we would have all of 3 singers. Taylor is also an amazing role model for chirrens. What mom doesn’t let their kid listen to Taylor Swift? She stays off of the radar and the only time she gets into the paparazzi shiz is when some shithead like Joe Jonas breaks up with her. Or she’s seen eating lunch with Tay Lautner or Finn from Glee. She is an amazing person with talent and she deserves everything that she earns in life.

Lately, I’ve been really obsessed with watching everything that Julia Roberts and Sandra Bullock are in. I think those two women are just without a doubt the best women in Hollywood. So classy, and incredible actresses. I watched Notting Hill the other day with Julia and Hugh Grant and it’s a pretty good movie. I absolutely love Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman, it’s one of the best. I also re-watched Sandy in Hope Floats because I haven’t seen that movie in years and I love that too. Sandy is an amazing actress in that and The Blind Side and the Proposal and just pretty much anything that she’s in. Oh and Miss Congeniality, cannot forget about that one.

I’m currently reading this excellent book called “If I Stay” by Gayle Forman. I think everyone should read it. It’s really good. I’m gonna have to take a break on reading until after finals because sometimes I get so caught up in my romance/teen/Nicholas Sparks novels I forget about everything else that I’m supposed to do. I’m also gonna have to call it quits with watching movies all the time and use my spare time to study.

Well that’s all I have to rant about as of now. Dueces.

Quotes of the day/week/month:

“Beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy.”
-Ben Franklin
“Sometimes you make choices in life and sometimes, they make you.”
-If I Stay
“I’m just a girl, standing in front of a boy asking him to love her.”
-Notting Hill
“Beginnings are scary and endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most.”
-Hope Floats
“Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.”
-The Last Song
“Love means never having to say you’re sorry.”
-Love Story
“If I had a good side, that would not be a way to get on it”
-Damon Salvatore, Vampire Diaries
“Did you know that dolphins are actually gay sharks?”
-Brittany, Glee

"To love is to destroy, and that to be loved is to be the one destroyed."

I love that quote. It's from the series "The Mortal Instruments." That is an excellent series, you should read it.

So anyways, first semester of Freshman year is over. How wierd is that? It practically flew by. It has made me think a lot about my future. I still want to be a teacher but I feel like I should do something with my life. Like join the Peace Corp. That would be fun. I think. I could teach some chirrens how to read and write and my life would be complete.

So I havn't decided what I am going to do over break. I can't decide what I want to read or watch. I'm almost positive I'm going to read "The Last Song" again because it is one of my new favorite books. I also need to re-read "L.A. Candy" because the sequel comes out in February. I need to watch Lost season 5 because that show is just bitchin as well.

I love the Holidays. It is so amazing to be home for a whole month. I just don't know what I am going to do. Wait, yes I do. I am going to spend ALL of my time with my friends that I miss ohhh so much. I really do miss them.

I'm now chatting on the AIM again because it is amazing so hit me up.

Toots errbody.

GO DAWGS! =)

All In My Head

***This picture goes errwhere cause this picture is just bitchin.

Dear fellow bloggers,
I am very sorry for my absence on this wonderful blogspot. I have been busy doing the whole college thing.


So my life right now is pretty awesome. I am at an awesome school, with some awesome friends, awesome roommates and pretty good classes. The only thing missing is my best friends. I miss them oh so much. I'm doing that thing where I talk to them like all the time because then I don't miss them as much. I make an effort to come home so I don't miss them. It is just wierd being 3 hours away from the people I rely on the most, except Bekah, I mean I can't escape her duh , she keeps me sane, mostly :). I know that Anna-Marie is just a BBM away but I miss her crazy ass, I miss walking drunk downtown holding her hand. I miss Jameson and her Lanche. I miss Courtney, mainly calling her horny all the time. I just miss everybody. But that's what's suppose to happen right? I'm suppose to miss my best friends in this world.

Recently, my bf got back together with her ASS of a boyfriend and I just don't understand. He treated her like shit and she takes him back. I mean wtf is up with that. I think it's a sign if you leave said persons house and have a wreck its saying something. I'm just saying. Like forreals.

This whole college thing is pretty cool I guess. I mean I party, go to class, party, eat, go to class, party, come home and party. That's what it is all about right? If it is, then I love it. Oh so much.

I also miss my mom. I miss her cooking and I miss being around her. She is like the funniest person to ever exist. Literally. Anna-Marie, me, and my mom had a wreck the other day. We like literally toe this girls car up. It's totalled. What's up? But the funny thing is is that the only thing me and Anna-Marie could do was laugh. Bahaha. Ha.

It's almost been a month since I moved out of my house. But it doesn't feel wierd anymore. It feels natural I guess. It's boss here. We like to throw down in our APT. cause you know, that's how we roll and rolling like us is awesome.

Dueces bitches. Wait, scuse. Dueces! Mother Fucking! Bitch!

Oh yes, let's.

So basically I leave for college in like 2 days. I finally realize that and sometimes I don't even get that bad feeling in my stomach that says "Callie you should never take yourself out of your house or you will die." Now that the feeling of me wanting to throw up is gone I can finally actually put my life in boxes and move away. I still think imma have that feeling on my 3 and 1/2 hour drive to the Boro. Hopefully once I get there it will be ballin'. One can only hope.
I also realized how much I'm going to miss a select few of my friends. Like my bff's (cept Bekah cause we can't seem to get ride of each other) =). I'm just riding in my car with my girl CJ and we are jammin with the windows down while Bekah, Bailey, CMedd, and Rach are riding next to us and the only thing that comes to my mind is Trace Adkins song "You're gonna miss this" which is true. I am gonna miss jammin with my best friend and spending like errday with her. It's just not okay. I'm gonna miss my biffles that are gonna be hittin up the UGA next year (woo Go Dawgs, sic em). They are literally like the light that guides me where I go. Anna-Marie guided me through my whole freshman year and she like owns my soul. Jameson and CMedd, well we just go way back and I just don't know what imma do without them.
Anyways, a special shoutout to my roomie Bekdawg cause she has to deal with me for the next four years and live with me. So shoutouts to her. Love her.

Anyways, there are pros and cons to this whole college thing but I think I'm going to love it. Cause you know Callie loves to party and that's what and ALL we do in the Boro.

Dueces, Mother Fuckin, Bitch!