Thursday, June 17, 2010

just know wherever you are, honey, i pray for you.

So what's going on in my life? Well not really anything. Actually kind of some things but nothing really. If I cared about NBA I might have a life right now because supposedly that is still going on. All I do is lay out by my pool, which works well with getting my fake tan on and it's nice and relaxing except when it's hot as 400 hell. I work, occasionally. They like to give me like 10 hours a week. I mean I'm not real mad about it but it might be nice to make some good money every now and again.
Corny and I took a trip to the Boro to visit with Beks. It was great. We finally got our moves down for our next music video. Coming out by the end of Summer 10. Be prepared bitches. Got to do some catching up and hanging out with her and like 5 minutes with TayTay but we ain't mad about it. We also got to be on the beach for like 4 hours and I realized how much I love Tybee. Like I'm pretty sure it's my second favorite beach falling slightly behind Panama. But with this damn oil spill it's currently my favorite. We had some yummy Olive Garden and gossiped about everything and I realized how much I've missed Bekah. I mean we used to spend everyday together and now it's like oh well where's Bekah? Oh school, Tex ass, and NYC. Lucky bitch, except the school part. I forgive you for that one Beks. She wrote me a note, that was lovely and sweet. I also have been realizing lately how much I miss Bailey. Yeah you Bailey, the one who has a boyfriend and we will never see. I mean I haven't even known her for a year and I feel like I've known her for a long ass time. But I guess that's how it goes. Haven't seen her in almost 6 months. What a bitch that is.
Anyways, so my mom had surgery a little over a month ago and she seems to be doing better. My grandmother had surgery a couple weeks ago and I really just don't know what to think. She had a trach put in and I just feel so bad for her. My sweet, funny, and precious grandmother who loves to talk has a hard time doing it with that damn thing in it. I spent some time with her today and I realized I think she's ready to go. She just seems so give out all the time and she's had an amazing ride. I think she actually told my mom this and it's just hard on her too. So I've been trying to be an amazing daughter and like clean the house and stuff for her and it she really likes when I do that so that makes me feel better. My grandmother is such an amazing person and so is my mom. Two of the best women in the world right there. Promise you.
I love the Summer. Here's my reasons why:
1. I get to read about a millun books. Like I've read so many already this Summer and I still have like 2 months to go. I can make some recommendations if anyone would like some.
2. I get to lay out by my pool. Mmmmmm.
3. I get to spend all my time with my friends. Which is like the best thing ever.
4. I work like 10 hours a week.
5. No school=no homework & no tests.
6. I get to wear shorts.

I've just read Andrea's blog and it reminded me of how I've noticed that I've been dreaming a lot lately. Which is really weird for me because I used to dream like once every now and again but now it's like 3 or 4 times a week. Most of the time they are good but sometimes I dream bad things and I'm not sure what to think about all this mess.

Eclipse comes out in a little over a week and I'm pretty stoked about it. Since it's my favorite book I think I may die a little when I see it. We will see. Btdubya, if you don't have the Eclipse Soundtrack you should probably get it. It's amazing. Ours-The Bravery. Excellent song.

That's it for right meow. Toots.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

hello mother fucker, hey hi how ya durinnnn?

**Blog quotes inspired by Sex & The City.

So basically I figured I needed to write a blog seeing as though all of my fellow bloggers have written like 100 million since my last one. I'm not going to recount every single freaking detail since my last blog but here's a summary of the life of Callie:
Taylor Swift & Carrie Underwood in the same weekend was just abouts amazing. Finals sucked but I did alright on them. It's been like 3 weeks since school let out and so far this summer has been pretty fucking excellent. I've already been to the beach, where my girl CJ "almost died" from stingrays. That was just about the funniest shit in the world. I've been to the lake and I've been spending time with my amazing friends (did I mention they were AMAZING?).
Since I've seen the new Sex and the City 2 movie I started to watch the first season of the series. This quote was heard from the one and only Courtney Medders and it sums up what I'm about to talk about. "You can tell a lot about a person by their friends." -Miranda
I think that quote is as true as can be. It doesn't necessarily mean it's a bad thing but sometimes it can. I mean really and truly if you look at me and then check out my friends I'd say you can tell I'm a pretty fucking sweet ass person. People may disagree but screw them and their lame ass friends. I mean seriously, I've got some pretty amazing people that define my life. In my eye, it's not even weird that I'm content with just being with my friends. I don't need a man in my life to be happy. Having one would be great yes, but if I don't have one it's not the end of the world. My friends are the ones who have always been there to comfort me and make my day better. They always know what to say or do. Like when I've got a problem and I tell Bekah, she looks up the problem and we try to figure out what's up or what's wrong. Or when I tell CJ something and she cracks out some weird ass joke (in our weird language might I add) it just makes me feel better. Or when I let Anna-Marie know something and she can always tell me an instance in her life when that happened and then I feel better because normally what has happened to me isn't as either A) bad as hers or B) embarrassing as hers (no offense AMH, lmao). When I'm letting CMeddd know what's up she's like I feel yo pain girl and cracks out something worse that could happen. And lil Jameson just hugs me and talks in her high pitched voice and is like "CMarie, I love you" that can always make my day. Really, I have no idea where I would be or what type of person I would be without these girls. I really do believe in what they say in SATC "Maybe our girlfriends are our soulmates and guys are just people to have fun with.” I think guys are just there as your companion, yeah they are your soulmate on some level, but I really think that it’s your friends that are your soulmates. I mean they are the ones who are there through heartbreaks, family problems, going out and having a good time, and even the little things. They are the ones who have gone through hell and back for you. THEY are your soulmates. THEY deserve that title.

“I don't believe in the Republican party or the Democratic party. I just believe in parties.” –Samantha
I just absolutely love this quote, mainly because as we all know this girl doesn’t really care about politics. I’m gonna be the person that votes for whoever I believe is the best. I’m not really affiliated with either party and honestly I would rather not think about it. Now what I love to think about is parties. That may make me seem dense or not worthy of anything but I don’t give a shit what anyone thinks of the way I live my life. Hell yes I love to party. Hell yes I love to drink and have a good time. Anyone who has a problem with other people having a good time needs to get a fucking life and try getting out in the world every once in a while.

“I'm thinking balls are to men what purses are to women. It's just a little bag, but we feel naked in public without it.” -Carrie

This quote is inspired by all the dickheads in the world. Sometimes I really hate men. Treating your girlfriend like shit is just uncalled for and also cheating on them is just really shitty. Yeah okay people make mistakes but you just don’t intentionally cheat on someone. Yes men, you have balls and you love them, we fucking get it but we have boobs but that doesn’t mean we use them the way you assholes do. I’m not talking about all the men out there in the world. There are truly some wonderful guys in this world (like my Colton) but you men who like to use your dick as a “weapon” you are sick and seriously need to learn from the real men how to treat a lady. You men carry yourselves like you are ready to screw a chick 24/9. Not all women/girls like to be treated like a tissue (use it and dispose) all the time. And as for the cheating, well I’d like for you sons of bitches to have it done to you. It’s no fun. Not that it’s ever happened to me but it’s happened to people close to me and I would just like to say to you cheaters “screw you and your balls.”

Well enough about soulmates and bitching about dudes. That's all for now.
One more for the road?

"I will never be the woman with the perfect hair, who can wear white and not spill on it"
Damn, that's so true.