"To love is to destroy, and that to be loved is to be the one destroyed."

I love that quote. It's from the series "The Mortal Instruments." That is an excellent series, you should read it.

So anyways, first semester of Freshman year is over. How wierd is that? It practically flew by. It has made me think a lot about my future. I still want to be a teacher but I feel like I should do something with my life. Like join the Peace Corp. That would be fun. I think. I could teach some chirrens how to read and write and my life would be complete.

So I havn't decided what I am going to do over break. I can't decide what I want to read or watch. I'm almost positive I'm going to read "The Last Song" again because it is one of my new favorite books. I also need to re-read "L.A. Candy" because the sequel comes out in February. I need to watch Lost season 5 because that show is just bitchin as well.

I love the Holidays. It is so amazing to be home for a whole month. I just don't know what I am going to do. Wait, yes I do. I am going to spend ALL of my time with my friends that I miss ohhh so much. I really do miss them.

I'm now chatting on the AIM again because it is amazing so hit me up.

Toots errbody.

GO DAWGS! =)

All In My Head

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Dear fellow bloggers,
I am very sorry for my absence on this wonderful blogspot. I have been busy doing the whole college thing.


So my life right now is pretty awesome. I am at an awesome school, with some awesome friends, awesome roommates and pretty good classes. The only thing missing is my best friends. I miss them oh so much. I'm doing that thing where I talk to them like all the time because then I don't miss them as much. I make an effort to come home so I don't miss them. It is just wierd being 3 hours away from the people I rely on the most, except Bekah, I mean I can't escape her duh , she keeps me sane, mostly :). I know that Anna-Marie is just a BBM away but I miss her crazy ass, I miss walking drunk downtown holding her hand. I miss Jameson and her Lanche. I miss Courtney, mainly calling her horny all the time. I just miss everybody. But that's what's suppose to happen right? I'm suppose to miss my best friends in this world.

Recently, my bf got back together with her ASS of a boyfriend and I just don't understand. He treated her like shit and she takes him back. I mean wtf is up with that. I think it's a sign if you leave said persons house and have a wreck its saying something. I'm just saying. Like forreals.

This whole college thing is pretty cool I guess. I mean I party, go to class, party, eat, go to class, party, come home and party. That's what it is all about right? If it is, then I love it. Oh so much.

I also miss my mom. I miss her cooking and I miss being around her. She is like the funniest person to ever exist. Literally. Anna-Marie, me, and my mom had a wreck the other day. We like literally toe this girls car up. It's totalled. What's up? But the funny thing is is that the only thing me and Anna-Marie could do was laugh. Bahaha. Ha.

It's almost been a month since I moved out of my house. But it doesn't feel wierd anymore. It feels natural I guess. It's boss here. We like to throw down in our APT. cause you know, that's how we roll and rolling like us is awesome.

Dueces bitches. Wait, scuse. Dueces! Mother Fucking! Bitch!

Oh yes, let's.

So basically I leave for college in like 2 days. I finally realize that and sometimes I don't even get that bad feeling in my stomach that says "Callie you should never take yourself out of your house or you will die." Now that the feeling of me wanting to throw up is gone I can finally actually put my life in boxes and move away. I still think imma have that feeling on my 3 and 1/2 hour drive to the Boro. Hopefully once I get there it will be ballin'. One can only hope.
I also realized how much I'm going to miss a select few of my friends. Like my bff's (cept Bekah cause we can't seem to get ride of each other) =). I'm just riding in my car with my girl CJ and we are jammin with the windows down while Bekah, Bailey, CMedd, and Rach are riding next to us and the only thing that comes to my mind is Trace Adkins song "You're gonna miss this" which is true. I am gonna miss jammin with my best friend and spending like errday with her. It's just not okay. I'm gonna miss my biffles that are gonna be hittin up the UGA next year (woo Go Dawgs, sic em). They are literally like the light that guides me where I go. Anna-Marie guided me through my whole freshman year and she like owns my soul. Jameson and CMedd, well we just go way back and I just don't know what imma do without them.
Anyways, a special shoutout to my roomie Bekdawg cause she has to deal with me for the next four years and live with me. So shoutouts to her. Love her.

Anyways, there are pros and cons to this whole college thing but I think I'm going to love it. Cause you know Callie loves to party and that's what and ALL we do in the Boro.

Dueces, Mother Fuckin, Bitch!